Monday, April 28, 2008

Ma, I wish you were still here. I miss you. I love you so much.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Pain. Hurt. Forgive. Forget. Move on.

Saturday, April 19, 2008


There is a baby!
There is a heartbeat, praise God!
But "Peanuts" heartbeat is slow (113 - should be 120 or more).
Oh no, another ultrasound?
I think I won't anymore.
God will take care of my baby...
Like how God took care of Rhyss
...Halsema highway every week
...Travels in the different towns of Mountain Province
......but Rhyss came out just fine.
And we will have a Xilca. Or another Carl.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Oh Rhyss!!!

Lord, please help my mama not to worry about our baby. Give her strength. Protect our baby. I pray that our baby will be okay. In Jesus' name, amen.


Lord, I pray that they will still pansin me even if our baby will come out already. Thank you Lord for our new baby. We are all excited to have her. I pray Lord that you please help us take care of her also. We are all happy for our new baby. In Jesus' name, Amen.


Lord, I pray that you please give us a bigger house where I will have my own room when I become a Kuya already. Help me Lord so that I will be a good Kuya. In Jesus' name, Amen.
This is the way of an adulteress:
She eats and wipes her mouth,
and says, I've done nothing wrong."

Proverbs 30:20

Friday, April 11, 2008

A new baby!

There is always a reason to smile
and thank God for all the blessings
For a while, we thought we couldn't have this baby
Indeed, God is good!
I'm 4 weeks 6 days pregnant today!!!

Sigh! If only Mama, Lolo Kito, Lola Febe and Papa were here...

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I miss my Mama...

...who has an answer for everything.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Lord, we all want to have this baby...

The most touching prayer I heard -

Lord, please help Mama not to think that something will happen to our baby. Give her happiness and peace. Help her not to be sad. Protect her and our baby. In Jesus name, amen.
(Rhyss, 6 years old)